Its officially December, but what seems like a long time ago and completely different time...was yesterday, Novemember 30th. Who knew someone's life could change so quickly? My life took a turn for the best. Im still speechless and in shock. When you're used to dissapointments, good things come as a surprise that you refuse to believe. Although I know its real and OMFG! its happening...I still feel secure when I don't allow myself to become too excited. I go into this state in which I allow my mind to wander, sometimes taking me to places that I didn't even know I could reach...not because they were unattainable, but because I never was this way before, so blue.
Yesterday when they called me and I found out the news, I smiled the hardest I've smiled in about...lets see...8 months...well, a genuinely "I'm happy for myself" smile. Only I knew what this meant for me..or so I thought. Others knew the difference this would make in my life, but only "I" could fully comprehend the load of relief, joy and tranquility this change would bring into my life. Im so blessed. Yesterday, I got a new job. One that will indeed change my life and the way I live it.
After so many dark, helpless and lonely times, finally a ray of sunshine fought its way through. I'm thankful. But before you ask...don't worry, I'll tell you what happened. It all started with a decision I made back in 2009...one that I felt tempted to take back everytime life dropped it's shit on me.
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